You might be relieved to know that when I wrote the word “incels,” the emotion I was feeling was not derision. In fact, I wrote a story once in the spirit of helping people get laid, because I think it’s very sad when people feel locked out of human connection. Feel free to enjoy this next read:

https://psiloveyou.xyz/the-best-reason-a-guy-ever-gave-for-why-i-should-sleep-with-him-88971f8fbaba

Anyway, I can see from the manner in which you’ve engaged with my story (and its readers) that it must have brought up some very big, difficult feelings for you. It’s brave of you to have continued reading it regardless, but I hope you have a qualified emotional support professional in your life who can assist you with healing the source of all your anger; you deserve healing. Take care of yourself. Wishing you love.