That sounds like an overwhelming weight you've carried, KimRae. You've done amazing things to shield your kids from the pain. I'm sorry you've gone through that, and I'm sorry you also found your loneliness compounded by the effect that he had on your friends, but I also hope that life brings you more than enough love and happiness in the future to make up for all the years that it was withheld from you. Wishing you much healing! ❤️