I believe when we feel negative emotions, Spirit does still care about us, and it does still send its love. Also, we are still worthy of Spirit's love, even when we feel less than happy. We are unconditionally worthy of love and happy connection. However, I've heard that it is harder to clear your mind/emotions adequately to perceive the subtle energies of Spirit when we're carrying difficult emotions with us. That is probably what your mother meant. She will always be with you. She can always be wrapping you in her love. The metaphor she showed you, though, sounds like such a beautiful way of illustrating how best you can feel her: by cultivating peace. So lovely. Thank you so much for sharing that.